One person reaching out for some kind of connection to the world while feeling completely afraid and alienated by it.
Thanks for the shout!
Your "about me" makes me very sad. :/ I hope that one day you're able to emerge into the world and be accepted just the way you are. You seem like a sweet person, and I'd hate to see you shut yourself up because of one bad experience. Not all people are as judgemental as most, even though it may seem like the whole world is cruel. If you'd ever like to talk about whatever it is that's going on with you, please feel free to email me. :) Thanks again for all your comments. Each one really does make my day. :)Best wishes, Carrie from [carrotspeak.]email@example.com
Erin, you deserve the shout out. You seem like a great person and you've got a great blog.Ah Carrie, I hate to see anyone sad but this is how I have to be for now. It was so much more than one bad experience. There was the death of a child, a family split apart, my Constitutional rights violated...in a court of law I was drug over the coals, spat upon, then had my entire life ripped away from me not because of anything I'd done or not done but because of who I am inside. It'll definitely take time but seeing and hearing from folks like you and Erin give me hope.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine how truly awful it must have been. :( I'm glad that I can least share a little hope.
It was and it still is but since it can't be undone it must be coped with one way or the other. That's all anyone can do! Maybe all of this blogging and stuff will help somehow :)